the impredictable nature of life, leads u to think. To understand and know life is an art, something that I would think is my aim at this point in time.

I read the articles today about the canoeists. Since young it has always been like something very foreign and far away. Something that will never touch and concern me. But i've come to realised the interconnectedness of life, that when something changes, it affects people, and these people might be the very ones that are around you.

It shows us that that each and everyone of us has a story to tell. And one cannot dismiss another as boring or uninteresting. Life as complicated as it is, is always a force to be tamed by all of us, in which we spend most of our efforts and actions just to control it. Whatever individuality that might arise is what we can seem to sustain throughout our daily experiences, if not it dies away, slowly.

My first year in university is passing very quickly. I'm still currently at the self discovering phase, not stepping out of my circle yet. Studying people, actions, phenomenons, reading books, getting help.
I know people out there that are doing not as well, and others that are doing better. Comparison might be the fault of growth. Self contained energy is what I must develop.

People have rose to lead extraodinary lives. I want to make that change. My life cannot be just another student anymore. And for that i must learn to adapt and control.